Hello world,
I forgot I had a blog.
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I swore I wouldn't blog through my mobile again after what happened the last time, but I guess I'm breaking that again. I keep telling myself I won't do certain things, small things like this. Haha. But I keep going back on my words and wait for technology to screw me over.

Maybe its the same thing people do, they keep tellin themselves they won't Blah Blah Blah and then they keep going back and doing same thing; and let the same person or thing screw their life ten times over. Because technology is more predictable, I know it'll either work or not- it wouldn't get worst. So what are the odds right? I'll just blog here.

I ordered a pot of tea and is determined to spend my whole morning doing things centered around me. Thinking. Breathing. Maybe just stoning.

Wednesdays are usually very 'me' days. I'll spend my morning contemplating and reading. I'll have lunch alone. I'll spend time and money just to feel good. I like that I'm facing Borders today. Maybe I'll splurge later, yeah. On books. Oh, by the way, the Dome here play really good music. :) I like.

Ok, maybe Wednesdays are not really 'me' days. Because technically I have to work my butts off the whole afternoon. And so it'll be centered around my students rather than just myself.

Arh! I just found out my pot of tea only makes three good cups of tea! Imma sad.

Ok, there you go. I'm done with expressing my fragmented thoughts. I'll upload and pray it works.

And I'm off to finish my latest read. Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. :D
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Yikes! My sister is turning a year older in an hour and a half!

Blahhh. Imma old.
:(
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Saw this forwarded mail in my inbox this morning, and I'll just share it here since I was never an advocate of forwarding chain emails. I'm glad I didn't junk it. Though some of these aren't really applicable to me yet, it may soon will . Most part of it, is just meaningful.

I've bold-ed those I agree totally. HAHA. You'll see why. Enjoy!


Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio


"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me.. It
is the most-requested column I've ever written.


My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:


1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.


2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.


3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone...


4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.


5. Pay off your credit cards every month.


6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.


7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.


8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.


9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.


10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.


11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.


12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.


13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is
all about.


14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shoudn't be in it.


15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

19.. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words' In five years, will this
matter?'

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or
didn't do.

35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab
ours back.

41.. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44. Yield.

45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."



Haha, but I really like #24 and #32.

The brain is really the most important sex organ to me, but I'll probably throw in the heart too. Haha. I've always said brains are such turn-ons. Sizzling ones, not fried (;

And, #32 is probably my life motto. HAHA.

Love Always,



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I heard this song twice this week. Its really amazing. Ignore the video, I embed it because its Eva Cassidy. Haha. & its her voice that's the point of embedding.

It's amazing because, the last time I heard this I was singing in the choir. I was 11. And well, the version we did was a really simple 4 part arrangement. But I suppose since then, I've already had the song stuck in my head;

Every time I hear it, I'll melt.

And of late, it means a lot more to me because I've been contemplating alot about what's going on around me. Haha, being _____ sometimes really isn't the emotion I'll associate myself with. It's quite funny how I'll try to take grip, a hold of those around me because I'm afraid.

Life's good, I'm not complaining. Looking through a flower-tinted glass and a frosted screen feels really good. It would just suck when someone up there decides to throw a stone at it, you know?

hahaha. So, I really am thankful.

Thank you, that someone up there. Just don't throw the stone too soon.

:D
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Phenomenal Woman

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Maya Angelou

How this strikes me, and pains me. I hear your voice; every line of the poem.
And only you can do just that.
Just that, you know?

Reading what people has to say made me feel how united we are on that; How blessed we were and always will be;
How we were touched. How we were inspired. How we were loved.

By one woman.

And that's you. Phenomenally.
One as phenomenal as you are, Ms G.




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